WHERE EXACTLY IS NOW?

Does light attract light?  Are we apertures on the skin of existence.  Does my shape define what is projected through me?  Is the light everywhere, and are we just a membrane it passes through?  Is this a great cycle of expansion and contraction, a giant unfathomable reset button, depressing?

photo credit. NASA HUBBLE SPACE TELESCOPE.

photo credit. NASA HUBBLE SPACE TELESCOPE.